More uncertainty...

When all things around you are pointing at something, and you don't understand even if it's real or not, you feel extremely uneasy, and uncertain. But then there is a purpose for everything. So taking cue from previous advise, to take one thing at a time, I am leading time, to complete things. Maybe in near future I might have to face something very different and very unusual. Might be equally exciting, but it will be tough, errm rather, very tough. But who said I wasn't tough!



Suddenly things start looking different. You start realizing new priorities in life. You pause, look back on what you did in the past, and know that, you have been through a lot, and there will be time, when you will want to redeem all of that. Whilst destiny beckons, and opportunities shore at bay, you still have a good deal of hesitancy floating in your mind. You tell yourself, that you are much better than that, and can take any challenge. You tell yourself, that this is just a start, and there is a long way to go.



You feel for some people, some near and dear ones. Select few. You don't know what consequences are going to be for what you feel and are going to do. But nothing is in your hands. So you just have to wait and watch.



Your mood changes too often, sometimes you feel so neutral, you start feeling that you have become antisocial (not exactly in that sense) but... and also you have lost all sensitivity, but it is so taxing to the brain that most of the times you think, you don't want to feel further.



Anyway, I guess, not thinking is the only solution to all above problems. I will stop writing anything meaningless now. Here is a link for a type of meditation. Try it folks, it really works.


Simple Medition



Cheers,
Abhi.